Inner Crazy

On the outside I can appear to be happy with the way things are going. On the inside...Different story. I think constantly, about how maybe I'm not what he wants, what he should go for, not good enough, ect. My friends tell me to be myself, I feel as though thats not good enough. But I Am, I gotta keep telling myself that. I need to not spaz if he doesnt text me, or e-mail me. I gotta stop. Im complete ecstatic when he does, but that mistrust left over from last time just feeds my paranoia. I gotta learn to trust, I have no reason not to this time. :) I have a chance to be happy.