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Do plans ever work out?

I plan to be detached, my body likes to react to every feeling. My heart races, I turn red, breath fast etc...Definately not detached.

I plan a day of work, but accomplish almost nothing and then go to the fair. Way to work right.

I planned to go to the local park and recreation for the overlook, and guess what, that I actually did. Wanna know why? Because it was his birthday..and my present to him was a picture of the view. He loves good views, not to mention we had alot of fun last year on his birthday. I was wonderful.

It figures...I plan for myself and half-ass it, I plan for him and I complete the task. Atleast I got to see a nice view on a hot muggy day before I'm off to college in two weeks. Half for him, half for me. Atleast he said thank you. But thats about all he said. I actually was awake at midnight and was the first person to wish him a happy 20th. Got me far didnt it?

Sometimes I miss him, who he used to be, and others I dont, because now I know who he is. So Jay, live up to your age and make the best of life. From a friend to a friend, who will always love you, whether or not it's right.